hahaha

im at cc
raikan xmas di bote.best kan

faith

hey blog
its been a while i tak update my blog
diam tak diam once again i cuba pertikaikan our faith
kenapa mesti hidup bagaikan roda?
kenapa mesti sesekali akan berada dibawah
setelah selesa di puncak?
kenapa kehidupan dikaitkan dengan roda?
mak kata buat baik dibalas baik
i dah mula ragu ragu dgn pesanan itu
im tired of this game
game yg i mulakan dulu dan i yg akhirkan
but its ok. kalo i dah mula tak percayakan takdir
at least i still believe hidup ini indah
indah kerna memungkin segalanya...

haluuuuu!!!!

hey blog
waaaaa!! lama tak bercerita kat sini
actually i went to nadia's house 4 open house.
and jumpe kawan2 since primary school. its really great to see them
and at nite plak kitorang secara tidak sengaja membuat satu gathering
bayangkan 10 meja hanya utk kawan2 and i.
rindu gile jumpe my childhoood frens.
sum yg baru je abis STPM, ada yg upm, uniten, private college
ada yg berpakwe, bermakwe
ade yg jd football player for selangor under 21.
and really proud being their fren. bangga plak duduk semeja
tak kira kaum. tak kira agama. yg menyamakan kami semua
we r from the same roof. srk taman klang jaya and smk raja mahadi students!
and i balik around 2am. luckily big boss kat umah tak call
agaknya paham kot dah lama tak jumpa
and u know what.??? all of them still can speak malay fluently!
hahaha best best.
may god bless all of u!

im here!

hey blog
i just arrived from my holiday yestersday evening. it was great holiday maybe
but mmg susah nak cari tempat makan coz standard la bangsa kita ni
kalo raya je tutup kedai nak lama-lama je kan? dah kaya la katakan
haha but langkawi dah ade perubahan juga dr last naz pegi tahun lepas
and naz dpt tahu setelah 15 tahun langkawi tak pnah banjir, sebelum raya itu terjadi.
bayangkan kedai2, bank2, gerai2 apatah lagi kan?
satu je yg tabest yg i bawa dr langkawi.
muka naz salin kulit. agak nya kulit ni terkejut. kat luar bilik punya la panas
bila dlm hotel kan main sejuk. lagipun saya bukan jenis memakai apa apa di muka
keboringan disana juga dpt diatasi bile saya membawa playstation bersama haha
ye la utk simpana hari tua la katakan. hak hak
but secara overall not bad la. and i dpt jumpe permaisuri agong pun kat langkawi
permaisuri turun bershopping and dia nye bodyguard ade la dekat 10 bijik kereta
and satu lagi bende menarik. punya la ramai warga tmn sri andalas kat langkawi
pelik kan? punya la kat andalas jarang jumpe. di langkawi jugak terjumpa hehehe
jodoh kot? lol

cuti cuti malaysia!!

hey blog!
rite now i ade kat cc utk daftar kelas for uitm.
my pc sudah gile so i have to go to cyber cafe lol! :)
tonite gak my family and i will go to Langkawi
hahaha another cuti cuti malaysia for raya
as usual la. asal raya ni la routine tahunan utk my family
dah kate pun tade kampung
pepura la tade rumah hehehe kengkonon balik kampung la
ada apa dengan langkawi? haha banyak kali dah pegi
takkan sesat punye la haha
btw selamat hari raya utk semua!
enjoy ur holiday!

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

hello peeps. sedar tak sedar esok dah nak raya!! esok?
well its 2.35 am now. so dlm masa beberapa jam la kene p semayang raya
raya? tak byk makna utk naz. cuma ni la time nye berjumpe sanak saudara
ni la time nye yg slalu nye i sekeluarga akan berjalan bersama
one happy family maybe :)
anyway, naz nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri dan Maaf Zahir & Batin
kepada semua yang mengenali saya. maafkan apa jua yang terlebih dan terkurang
maafkan jika terkasar bahasa, maafkan jika tersinggung perasaan
lastly sambut la Hari Raya dengan meriah bersama keluarga
utamakan keluarga, semakin hari semakin sayang haha

wHat HaPpEn tO mE??

what happen to me?
everything seems so complicated
my life is good enough
but now dunno why
rasa marah
rasa benci
penuh dlm badan
what happen to me?

i believe in angels

kalaulah boleh naz lakukan
naz nak cakap pada dia
bak kata kawan naz
nanti naz send an angel untuk jaga kamu tidur ya?
kalaulah boleh naz lakukan
naz nak cakap pada dia
nanti naz hantar seangkatan angels untuk jaga kamu selamanya
selamanya...

my boring day..

sooOoOoOOoOoOoo bored today!
i'll wait for u, as long as i can
until u realize that how i appreciate u
how special is our friendship
but the day must be not today
but someday..

do i have to cry for you?

Don't want to close the door
Don't want to give up on it
Don't want to fight no more
We'll find a way around it
Where's the love we had?
We can make it last

Tell me what I gotta be
Tell me what you wanna do?
Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me
You know we can't go on, living like we do
Do I have to cry for youDo I have to cry for you?

So tell me what it's for
If there's no winner in it
Nobody's keeping score
Let's start from the beginning
Can we make it last?
With the love we have

Tell me what I gotta be?
Tell me what you wanna do?
Cause I can't live my life
the way you want me to
You know I can't go on, living like we do?
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

Do I gotta stand in the cold dark night till the morning light, yeah
Do I have to say 'I won't let you ! get away'
What do I gotta be?
Tell me what wanna do?
I can't live my life,
the way you want me to
You know I can't go on,
living like we do?
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?


to whom it may concern, im sorry

raya raya raya

lebih kurang 2 weeks to go utk hari raya
well raya tu ape? dpt duit raye? pakai baju kurung? kasut baru?
aha talking bout kasut baru. i ade kemusykilan di dalam hati
why kan my mom ask me to buy new shoes
tapi sume dlm kuarga tau seliper i dah haus hehehe
nape dia tanak belikan i seliper? haha sobs sobs sedih btol
takkan pegi maplay nak pakai kasut tak?
agaknye tunggu saya cium bumi baru dia nak belikan kot
why do we need all things baru? haha makin besar makin tak seronok
yg seronok cume duit raye je hahahaha

my DaY...

A very special Happy Birthday to Nurul Lylee Qamisah
May Allah bless u always and Moga panjang umur
Even shes not reading this blog, pinta ku kepada angin
khabarkan padanya betapa kami semua menyayangi dirinya
betapa istimewa kehadirannya disisi kami sekalian
betapa bangga mempunyai rakan sepertinya
kehadiran kamu bagaikan warna warna yang mencorakkan kain
corakkan sehelai kain putih yang sudah tidak nampak putihnya
dia lah ibu yang sentiasa mengejutkan kami dari lena
gelak tawa, garang manja, akan kami ingat sampai bila bila
kami sayang kamu seadanya...

mY bAd dAy!

hoi blog!

i had a bad day today.
first i temankan my mom shopping kat salah satu tempat yg ramai manusia
haha biasa la kalo dah ramai tetambah bulan puasa, rasa marah je selalu
dah la ramai manusia. kan main byk plak yg my mom nak beli
sape lagi kalo bukan i yg angkat sume beg beg haha
but its ok. sape lagi yg nak temankan my mom kalo bukan i kan?

second. ni lagi cite besar. besar dr i ikut my mom shopping!
its about my fren. my childhood fren. my best buddy maybe.
dia ditinggalkan oleh seorang awek. i mean his girlfriend
alkisah nya dia tak bole terima kenyataan yang that girl dah tanak kat dia
konon2 terfikir apa salah dia. apa kurangnya dia sampai pompuan tu dumped dia
but hey come one he still got his frens yang byk memberi nasihat
nasihat dan bimbingan. perhatian dan jagaan. even dia jauh kat universiti
hehari i called him utk memastikan dia ok and tak buat bende bodo
sometimes dia ok sometimes not. but bila dah masuk 2nd week gini
everybody cam give up sbb dia tanak tunjuk any positive respons
and hari ni dlm sejarah dia nak BUNUH DIRI. what the fcuk???
just bcoz of that girl dia nangis tak tentu arah and nak bunuh diri?
did he appreciate himself? or his family or kalo ada saki baki pk kan kitorang?
4 ur information pompuan tu 26 and hes on 19. and penganut kristian
whats up with dat? awal2 awek tu dah ckp dia takkan convert to islam
im very dissapointed with him. i bukan nak ungkit apa yg kitorang dah buat
but kitorang pungut dia bile takde sape nak kwn ngan dia
kitorang tlg dia bina idup. buat identiti sendiri. biar dia rasa dihargai
suddenly? dia nak mati hanya kerana pompuan yang baru dikenali?

bunuh diri bukan jalan penyelesaian untuk segalanya
tiada siapa akan kenangkan kita
bila mati sedemikian rupa

hope dia akan paham kenapa saya marah.. kenapa kawan2 marah
bukan marah sbb ada kawan macam dia. cuma marah kerana sikap nya
kalo la angin bole bawa kata kata ni. tlg sampaikan pada nya
sampaikan yang kami semua sayangkan dia. sangat sayang
he is a part of our lives. kitorang takkan ceria tanpa dia.


3rd story ada satu manusia. my net fren. budak kl yang kini duduk di sarawak
just now dia buat pengakuan terbukan pd i bout him
all this nite dia asyik tanya psl puasa. why ppl puasa. apa dose nye kalo tak puasa
rupe2 nya dia tak pnah puasa since in high school! yeah i did terkejut
dia kata everybody dlm family pun sama je 2 kali 5
and alhamdulillah i kasi dia advice and semangat skit utk cuba berpuasa
bukan apa, biarlah dia jadi revolusi baru dlm rumah memulakannya kan?

saya bukan berlagak baik
tapi cuba jadi yg terbaik
at least naz try pujuk dia untuk cuba berpuasa
:) baik kan naz?

cobalah untuk setia

Apalah mau mu kasih
Kau pilih diriku di dalam hidupmu
Nyatanya ku lihat kini
Tak bisa kau coba untuk setia

Sudah cukuplah sudah
Ku memberikan waktu
Kau selalu tak bisa
Mencoba untuk setia

Yang selalu kuinginkan
Yang selalu ku nanti
Kau coba tuk mengerti
Apalah arti mencinta

Dan kau harus sadari
Bila ingin bersamamu
Jangan coba kau ingkari
Cobalah untuk setia

Masihkah aku diinginkan
Masihkah aku didambakan
Masih ada waktu untukku
Bersamamu akankah ku jalani hidup

kris dayanti - cobalah untuk setia

bagaimana untuk setia, jika diri tidak ikhlas
bagaimana untuk setia, jika diri tidak rela
bagaimana untuk setia, jika ditinggal begitu saja....
itu saja.

judging??

hey blog!

why people always lurve judging other people?
kenapa benda seperti misjudge slalu terjadi among us?
did everyone realize judging ppl is not fair utk org yg ter judge
coz slalu nya yg kita judge mesti ke arah negatif
why people judging?
even me? slalu gak tersasar utk judge seseorang
and when u had been judge by someone or anyone
u'll know that how hard being judge.

mereka takkan berhenti mengata
mereka takkan berhenti salah sangka
dan mereka takkan berhenti menyeksa
aku tak mahu salahkan sesiapa
tak mahu salahkan takdir juga
yang penting bagiku
aku tahu dimana aku berada
moga moga aku takkan lupa
takkan lupa dimana Tuhan itu berada
dan takkan lupa diriku siapa
dan harap harap mereka juga

StOrY oF mY nEw FrEn..

(someone)do u hav a bf naz?
(cherishthelove)special or biasa?
(someone)special
(cherishthelove)currently tade agi
(someone)dah clash ke?
(cherishthelove)u?
(someone)me?
(cherishthelove)yeah u
(someone)huhuhu
(cheirshthelove)yeah who else kan?
(someone)wats with me?
(cherishthelove)any gf?
(someone)special or biasa?
(someone)*winks*
(cherishthelove)special of course
(someone)currently tade agi
(cherishthelove)tiru ayat i?
(someone)tp i ada crush kat someone
(cherishthelove)copy and paste ke type sendiri?
(cherishthelove)really?
(someone)ermm
(cherishthelove)then?
(someone)dunno whether she likes me or not
(cherishthelove)try la
(someone)taklehLa
(cherishthelove)why not?
(someone)sbb i think she's too beautiful for me
(someone)i tak seswei kot ngan die
(cherishthelove)woo
(cherishthelove)tak cuba tak tahu
(cherishthelove)tak salah terus suka dia even dia reject
(someone)takpela
(someone)malu nanti
(someone)mane nak letak muka
(cherishthelove)dlm baju
(cherishthelove)hehe
(someone)biarLa
(cherishthelove)try je
(cherishthelove)tak salah
(someone)lemme pendam aje
(someone)nama die jaja
(someone)segan tak dpt
(someone)=P~~
(cherishthelove)jaja?
(someone)my fwen yg introduce
(someone)yep jaja
(someone)comey je die

*moral issue : segan tak dpt! haha

im back again and again...!

hey blog!

been long time didnt write anything here.
well, this is it.
finally my exam had over. and i dun even want to think bout it
done is done rite?

lets talk bout ramadhan?
diam tak diam dah 4 hari umat islam kat Msia mengerjakan rukun islam ni
me? dah start cuti so just relaxing and buat la apa yang patut di rumah
got a month break. so what to do?

still remember 2-3 weeks in final macam macam jadi in my life
dugaan agaknye. lepas satu, satu dugaan dtg
i dah hilang my besfren in uitm
tak tahu mana silapnya.
i did asked them but no one nak cuba betulkan apa yang sedia tak betul
jgn ditanya betapa kecik nya hati, jgn ditanya bagaimana utk menghadapinya
i tak ada jawapan untuk itu
ive tried to safe our relationship between us.
but things never gonna change if i je yang beriya
to my beloved fren **** and *****
my god bless both of u always.
always pray for ur health,study and life

aku tahu apa mereka kata
aku tahu apa yang aku mahukan
aku tahu apa mereka buat
dan aku tahu apa yang aku lakukan
bile difikir boleh jadi gila
aku tak mahu jadi gila
aku ingin jadi aku
aku tak ingin diarah
aku tak mahu disuruh
aku ingin hidup bebas
bebas tanpa paksaan
tanpa dia...tanpa sesiapa

my life

dear blog

now is 5.43am in the morning. still awake bcoz overnite in perak
this is my 2nd time overnite and i am in the same cc haha but with other frens.
i went to cinema for chinese film. police story. it was a great story haha funny
i recommend u to watch the movie. no regret!
i feel very sleepy now. dunno i feel tired and bored
maybe i tak tido dr siang tadi
saturday morning i got big test for LAW and FAR
jgn tanya la susah ke senang
final akan tiba tak lama agi
good luck for all

life learn love

(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) nape ko pakai nick ni?
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) apa yg ko cube terangkan life learn love
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) simple and menarik minat aku
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) tu sbb aku msg
(life_learn_love) owh yer ke
(life_learn_love) sbb nyer
(life_learn_love) nih 3 mende lam idup kite ar
(life_learn_love) hidup
(life_learn_love) blaja
(life_learn_love) kasih sayang
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) ye ke?
(life_learn_love) sumer mesti ader
(life_learn_love) baru idup tu lengkap
(life_learn_love) yup
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) i thought ko nak terangkan life kite ni mengajar tentang kasih sayang
(life_learn_love) tgk yer..
(life_learn_love) we life 2 learn n love
(life_learn_love) we learn 2 life n love
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) live?
(life_learn_love) we love 2 learn n life
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) good idea
(life_learn_love) erm...
(life_learn_love) bkn idea aku
(life_learn_love) tp aku bace lam buku
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) ye ke
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) buku pe
(life_learn_love) ntah la
(life_learn_love) aku pon tak igt
(life_learn_love) tapi kate2 nih mmg aku igt
(life_learn_love) aku suke bace buku
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) bagus ar kalo dipraktikkan

at least i learn something today. learn from a new fren which is younger than me. but nothings wrong rite? coz
knowledges are everywhere. as long as we keep searching, it wont finish
life is great if u enjoy it.

special thanks to sara :)

cinta hatiku...

ZAHID ku menang jua.
slama 10 weeks i balik tetiap minggu hanya utk akademi fantasia 2 and now i really berpuas hati
dgn keputusan nye. cinta hatiku berjaya membawa pulang citreon haha
LONG LIVE TO ZAHID

welcome back to BOTE!

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all
be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


The Reason - Hoobastank

lets the party started!

dearie blog!

at last! haha cuti saya kembali. welcome to my beloved home, room. hehe
one week cuti takkan dipersiakan rite?
i wake up late today haha revenge time
kat Bote bukan nye bole relaxing
yesterday i went back from Bote with Nolie and Reena
i drove by myself coz dua org lagi tu tidak mempunyai lesen hehe
and i ikut satu lagi kereta kawan. at least ade gak guy yg ikut kan?
so i went back with Miri,Borhan,Shah,Helmi and Pa'an.
Paan is a cs student. very shy and very quiet. dunno la why
i baru je kenal ngan Miri. he's very nice and a bit shy maybe hehe
teringat time pegi umah bob. wow! gempak gile.
seronok dpt kenal ngan bebudak tu. but nape kami bertige je pompuan? hehe
fit,miri,kusut,oliver,sheih,acap,farouq pun ade
bob's parents mmg sporting abis. terasa best je family bob tu
sepanjang semester ni gak i met iqbal,fizi,pejal,bear nenama yg slalu dengar but tak pnah kenal
ye la i kan pemalu haha
but at the same time im really worry bout the family tag.
can we do it? bob as a president also tak yakin apa agi i yg setiausaha je hehe
ntah la dedoakan la family tag for accountacy students berjaye!
hey dah la. penat la menaip
babai

saya lagi

dear blog

i just went back from uitm today.
i went supper with my frens
nothing much happen this week
i got new fren here. very nice person
then trust me not
i can live without him now
i can live without thinking of him anymore
even i can live without talking thru the phone just
to say good nite
i can live without him

my last day..

dearie blog

this is my last day dr cuti 3 bulan.
i'll miss my bed, my pc, my room, my mom and dad of course
not forget kedai makan yg slalu dilepaki
maybe for him too. maybe dia akan kata
'phew! thanks god shes leaving!'
gonna miss him. dunno what to do more
bye bye bye

how stupid of me...

dear blog

hari ni hari yg paling bodo dlm idup
setelah bersusah menyusun jadual
setelah 4 kali kena maki dgn ketua program
setelah dari 11.30 am to 3.30 pm nak dptkan signature nya
akhirnya i found out ive done a silly mistake!
so secara kesimpulan nya jadual naz skang bertinidih
my god! i tatau nak buat apa
now i rasa nak menangis je just because of this
bukan nya naz takut berdepan dgn ketua program
but just cam rasa nyusahkan idup naz
and tetiba naz rasa tawar hati utk belajar
now i tengah menyusun kembali jadual
but i have no idea apa akan ketua program lakukan
maki? maki la kalau tu bole menjanjikan tandatangan nya
but cuba bayangkan kalau dia tanak sign?
rite now i rasa cam org bodo+bengap+gile

its my life..

dear blog..

i dunno apa yg i rasa
but forsure this is my last day after break 3 months
well naz gagal lagi
gagal utk mencari sesuatu dlm idup naz
sesuatu yg lama telah kosong
im not jeles to anybody but yeah i admit it now
im so alone and alone
everytime naz dpt rasa benda tu and everytime tu gak gagal
dulu pnah menunggu someone
tunggu cam org bodoh
and apa yg naz dpt akhirnye just a phrase
'we shouldnt b frens anymore'
afterdat ive been admiring someone but hes so ego
ego dgn cara nya. and naz realize cara naz berbeza
i let him go and waiting for someone yg turun dari langit
and thank god ive found someone who really baik to me
but sadly it happen again. frens? yeah what ever.
cerita cinta yg naz tatau bile penghujungnya
cerita cinta naz yg bila akhirnya
cerita cinta naz yg tak pernah kekal
cerita cinta naz yg tak sama dgn apa yg diidamkan
dis is my life. my unfair life.
itu saja

once upon a time...

(somebody) (ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) agaknye saya je la gile kat awk <=== ni betul ker nih?
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) apa yg btol?
(somebody) betul ker awak gile? :P
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) gile ape?
(ChErIsH^ThE^LoVe) kat awak?
(somebody) :)
(somebody) mana ler saya tau

aku bukannya sasterawan negara...
aku hanya manusia biasa menaip sekadar untuk meluah
meluah apa yang dirasa
meluah apa yang tidak terungkap
meluah apa yang ada dalam hati

pupus

Aku tak mengerti, apa yang kurasa
rindu yang tak pernah begitu hebatnya
aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau
meski kau takkan pernah tau

aku persembahkan hidupku untukmu
telah ku relakan, hatiku padamu
namun kau masih bisu, diam seribu bahasa
dan hati kecilku bicara

Reff :
baru kusadari cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
kau buat remuk sluruh hatiku

semoga aku akan memahami sisi hatimu yang beku
semoga akan datang keajaiban hingga akhirnya kaupun mau

aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau
meski kau takkan pernah tau

dewa

today's news

i gotta flu! heavy flu. pity me

if i can..

if i can get back a friend
by letting go half of my life
i'd do that
if that's what i've to pay
i'd pay
just dont take a friendship away
i've already lost a lot
i've lost a lot

*steelburn*

today's activities

dear blog,

dlm sejarah hidup saya tidak ke mana mana sempena sabtu atau cuti hehe. percaya ke tidak saya hanya duduk dirumah dr pagi sampai ke ptg. well berjaya gak even mati bosan

today gak **phoof** tetiba teringat kenangan lama
di skolah. students, teachers and principle. well admit it im very notty kat secondary school. bilik pengetua tu dah cam kelas tempat belajar. hehe. mrs shanty, ms norazah, mrs arumalar. alan,sarip,nad,zal,adik,karnain,sepul hehe memuka trouble maker. not forget parap,shatysh, shrizal. sume muke muke pembawa masalah. melepak kat tangki skolah, fly makan luar skolah. cabut dr skolah. well normal kan?
but all teachers kene admit yg nakal ni la kebanggaan skolah skang. memasing slamat ke universiti. well? sendri mau ingat la

today gak teringat a guy yg pernah jadi someone and now being no one to me. but bile difikir klaka. 1 and 1/2 year he asked me to wait for him. but at last he said to me 'we shouldn's b fren' haha bullshit!

setiap langkah ada pilihan. tiap pilihan ada resiko. tiap resiko ada penyelesaian. tiap penyelesaian ada langkah baru. lalu memilih lagi. -Nazla Luthfiah

berhenti berharap..

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar disini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang dulu mampu terangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta ku dapat

kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

aku pulang...tanpa dendam
ku terima kekalahanku
aku pulang...tanpa dendam
ku salutkan kemenanganmu

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta ku dapat

by: eross chandra , sheila on 7

aku

aku ada ruang sendiri
jangan tanye mengapa dan kenapa
dewasa adalah aset
aku ceria selalu hingga ke tahap maksima
terbang bersama aku
jangan tuduh aku jahat sebelum kenal
aku tahu apa yg aku buat
hidup ini mesti bebas makan,minum,bermain,berlari
atau jangan buat apa apa
ini adalah kehendak maksima aku

under18

special thanks

tahukan this is my first time menulis
menulis utk dipublish kan pd org lain
even diary pun saya tak ada
thanks to someone yg mmg someone to me
gives me all support for my blog
and someone also asked me
is it that hard to be far away from family?
for me yes it is haha mmg susah coz tak pernah dibiasakan
and plus i just got a brother so? manja tu mmg ada la kan?
well today is 3rd june. another 14 days to go
im going to uitm again after cuti 3 bulan hehe
im gonna miss my room, bed, pc, my mom's pot pet pot pet
and my dad's cooking. why? series my dad is a good chef
today i went to gathering. gath for bebudak uitm or more specific bebudak kelas 2C. i did have fun there and plus my exclassmate too! pity him. dibuang dr uitm kerana tak cukup pointer. but watch out coz he will be back this june
couldnt wait to see him again. hes so nice and selalu balik shah alam with me. coz we're in the same class and bus too hehehe. a special thanks for acab, noli and reena for keep accompany me bile balik dr ipoh.
utk Dia yg diatas, apa lagi yg saya bole katakan?
selain mengucap syukur atas pemberian yg tidak ternilai
my family, frens and my life
my life doesnt good enough but i did enjoy with my life now
kalau la fairy godmother betul- betul wujud like in shrek2
saya nak minta i live happily ever after with my life now
itu saja..kerna saya bangga mengenali kalian semua

my 1st time

hi
this is my first time utk cuba publish kan bout me
well dlm idup ni byk yg jadi kenangan
our first time gaji, first skool, even first gf/bf
selalunye yg first la akan diingati.
i still remember my first time in uitm
god! ive been crying all nite long for 2 months!
can u imagine dat?
how homesick i am.
bayangkan selama ni hidup tidak pernah kongsi apa apa
tiba-tiba my life had changed.
i cant do this, i cant do that
sampai satu masa my mom told me just quit from uitm.
simple as that. but time tu i realized
hey whats wrong with me?
bayangkan one budak akaun share bilik with 3 art students.
its not ok. but luckily ive got frens disebelah bilik yg semua nya bebudak akaun. and the did understood me well
thanks to meq,atiq,aisyah,ida
not forget to my best buddy syahidah
she will always there for me. listen to me
and shes only 17! my junior? yes she is.
but now dah nak masuk tahun kedua i kat uitm
alhamdulillah everythings going very fine
and insya allah will always fine..